A little bit personal ......

My heart pounds fast when I see you …… My belly wants to explode with all the butterflies inside… When I look at you I want you to tell me that you love me… That the world doesn’t meter….. No meter what they say you still want me by you side….Every day I think of you…. Do you think of me? Do you want me like I want you here is where love shows are not that great at all….. I see you look at me but do you look at me because I AM PASSING BY OR BECAUSE YOU WANT TO LOOK AT ME YOU WHERE LOOKIN FOR ME….. I want you to love me how can I do it?  Do you talk about me like I talk about you? Do you like me…… I want you to like me….. will you…

When is it going to happen ….

You know right know I am saying that love isn’t a fairy tale. But what if it was, what if it was like in the movies. You see a guy, he sees you and your eyes meet and magically you fall in love with him. A few weeks ago I had this very beautiful dream; I was walking down the street and the boy l liked actually talked to me asked me in a date the best thing was that he was really into me and I didn’t work a sweat with him. It all happens so naturally and so perfectly and it felt so real. He asked me to be he’s girl and everything was so perfect like a movie….But a few minutes later the alarm went on  and I woke up and the dream was gone and reality came… I went to school and saw the boy I liked the funny thing is that I like him and we don’t even speak any more I hate that. So during the day I started thinking of that dream I had and if it was going to happen or if it was just another stupid dream. I know that is going to be hard but… I would like for once that when I fall in love it would feel like a fairy tale even though I know love is not a fairy tale. But the real thing is when is going to happen….. I am not that patient you know….

How do You Know....?

How do you know….. How can you tell….. ?  It’s so freaking hard … It’s not like the boy or girl you like comes running to you and tells you  I like you do you want to be with me…  Or gives you hints that she or he likes you ……. Or sometimes it is even worst you like them and that boy or girl is older than you and the friends he or she has start messing with you and make fun of you and when they do that you get mad because you don’t like them to that…. And worst when they do that and the boy or girl you like starts laughing at that …… and you get confused weather he or she likes you ….. Or sees you as a game or a little girl or boy…. I hate hoe movies put love so easy yeah falling in love is easy but actually having the other person love you  is not or knowing  is hard….. That is why I always say Love is not a Fairy tale… <3